Not having the answers

I felt so lost these past two months and I can’t seem to find an answer. I’m very logical in thinking but then again I am also human with very strong emotions. Losing someone I have gave almost everything and then falling for someone I shouldn’t be falling for. I’m stuck in a crossroads. On top of all of that I am facing jail time for a crime I didn’t commit. If I get out of alive, it would be the biggest blessing. I’ve been drowning in depressing emotions and I’ve been trying to swim up to the surface. I pray one day things will get better